I know that I'm starting to lose myself, coz' when that happens, I start pacing in my tiny 700 sq feet apt, with the same song on repeat, crying. I know that I need to intervene and not let myself spiral down. I know i need to be strong. I know all that but I can't help it, not tonight. so I shall let myself pace all I want and wake up tomorrow, hoping everything freaking thing will be alright.
